Apparently I am a liar.  I never did update or post anything... such a shame.  So much has happened since then.  I promise, I will try to do better.  I should really get into the habit of documenting my life.  Somewhere there is someone who NEEDS this drivel.

Or maybe it's just me. 

I shall once again endeavor to try to post at least more often than once a year.  I'm so lazy.  I am also feeling quite ... what is the word I'm looking for... optimistic.  I have also started another blog.  To document a different part of my life.  Not just the random stuff.  Let's see if I can keep up.  Ha ha.

it makes it sortof hard to post.  So, what have I been up to? Well, I got a new job and am now trying to catch up on all my bills (again!) I'm single again, as my ex couldn't seem to keep his hands off of me, and I was tired of being his whipping girl when he couldn't hold his temper. Don't ask me why I stayed so long, I don't know other than I love him.  It really sucks that when you finally find someone you can love more than anyone, you can't be with them because of THEM. *sigh*  story of my life. One sucky event after another.  Anywho, I hope all my friends out there are doing well and hope to hear from you.

You know, completely unrelated to this post, I love how the Title section now has a drop-down of all the titles you've used, this way I don't accidentally use the same title twice!  Yay!

Anywho, I think I may have gotten a job, but I wont say much about it right now because I don't want to jinx it, ha ha.

So, I have come to the conclusion that MySpace is stupid, and doesn't do anything but incite drama in my life, so I am un-associating myself with it, except for the occasional dropping by.  So don't expect a response from me there.  (Because you totally expect one from me here, right?)

Honestly, there's not much going on with me lately, so I don't really have much to write about.  There's only so many times you can post "I went out and got plastered all weekend" before it gets boring to even the most faithful of blog followers.  And of course, being jobless, during the week, it's pretty much 'I sat around on my computer today, playing my game and accomplishing nothing"

I shall update the thingee to the left there, I am well aware we aren't in the month of November anymore :p And my brother and Rebecca's birthday's were this month... and Tiffany's too.  (oops) *Sigh*  Sorry guys... no that you come to my blog anyway :-p 

Well, that's about it, other than, Mein Ameria... I MISS YOU!! 

*humps you enthusiastically* 

So, today I'm job hunting.  It's time I grew up, and took responsibility for my own life.  I know I haven't been around much, there's been a lot going on around my end lately, but, the drama will hopefully subside now.

Here's wishing me luck in 2008!

Today I give thanks first and foremost that I am NOT a Turkey (or a ham, for that matter). 

Secondly, I give thanks for my family and the love and support they have always shown me, even when I wasn't grateful for it.

Thirdly, I give thanks for you, my bloggerhood neighbors and friends, who have been there to give me advice and help me through some tough issues when I couldn't turn to anyone else.  Every single one of you are special to me, whether I'm here to show it or not.

That being said... it sure must suck to be a turkey.  Being stripped bare, tied up, things shoved up your ass and then thrown into a hot metal box... wait... that's either prison or BDSM.  *wink*

Happy Turkey Day, All!!  And God bless us, every one!

*sigh*  I'm so damn sick of the drama.  Lately my life seems to be one big soap opera after another.  It's distressing.  And depressing.  I miss my simpler life.  I've also decided I'm not going to stress over anything anymore.  Life has a way of working out, and the things you do always seem to find their way to the light eventually.  I'll just sit back and wait.  I can do that.  I'm very patient when I have to be. 

Apparently, my life is more like a soap opera than I knew...  people whom I don't even know are tuning in...  and filling in other people on what happened on the most recent episode.  And, to you loiterers... read on. 

*sigh*  peachy.

Okay, so the brake-line on the truck got fixed... the timing belt on my car is fixed (got muh wheels back, yay!) And last night he had to fix the brake line on his OTHER truck, LOL.  However... things may be looking up for me, I have an interview this morning at the Unemployment Commision to work in an office there, and I put in four other resumes yesterday.  No more night & weekend work for me!  YAY!  I'll post later to let everyone know how I thought the interview went :)

Okay, I went on the interview.  I'm not sure how it went.  I interview quite badly, so... it's always a toss up as to how they take me.  I'm not sure I was quite what they were looking for, so... I won't be surprised if I DON'T get it, I would be surprised if I DO, lol.  Thank you all for your words of support and well wishes :D

Last night, when we were taking my dad's trailer back to him, the light came on that there was something wrong with my boyfriend's brakes.

We get to the gas station (cause it is on E *again*) and he crawls up under it to see if he can see something wrong... and there's a crack in the brake line.  *sigh* 

It's the only vehicle I've got to drive right now, and I don't like the thought of driving it like that.  But I've really got no choice, until he can get my car fixed, which he can't do until Saturday.

Add to that he's got to get the brake-line fixed ASAP because the truck is on e-bay, and he's already got several very interested people who are making noises about coming up to look at it, and we've got ourselves another conundrum.

I've got to work today from 12-4:30, then meet Eddie at the lawyer's office, then come back here for him to try to work on the truck tonight.  Luckily I don't have to work tomorrow, but if he doesn't get it fixed in the next two days, I'm pretty much screwed since I've got to work on Friday, and if I call in, I'll probably lose my job.

*Pulls my hair out*  What a mess! I'll probably update some more on this today, I'm not sure.  Depends on if I have time.

Until then, take care, my loverlies, and I love y'all like double-chocolate fudge cake!! 

So my boyfriend looks at my car today, and he says it's NOT my fuel pump.  It's my timing belt.  Yay!  That is about $100 less to repair money-wise, but approximately the same amount of headache for him to fix, I think.  I've got forty bucks, but I didn't have a hundred and forty.  I'm so relieved. 

What a load off of my mind.

So I was looking at houses today... in Springfield.  *Winks @ mein Ameria*  I did find one I liked, my boyfriend liked it too, actually.  You wanna go check it out for us, Ameria?  lol. 

Now I've got to research the job market around that place.  For both of us.  *sigh*  I can see that this whole thing is going to be MY headache, lol.  Although I don't mind.  I'm actually excited to be looking. 

I've got this weird feeling in my stomach.  It's either the turkey and provolone bagel I just ate, or hope.  ;)

I love you all like...  chocolate chip cookies!!